Sunday, November 17, 2013

Betrayed Wives' Club: Feeling Stuck: How to Deal with Triggers

Betrayed Wives' Club: Feeling Stuck: How to Deal with Triggers

Betrayed Wives' Club: When you can't just "get over it"

Betrayed Wives' Club: When you can't just "get over it"

A difference a year makes...

it has been a year and well I feel better than I have felt in a long time.  i have not had the suspicions and intuitions of the past.  I havent felt the need to check up on the OW.  I have not felt the need to make side or.sarcastic remarks.  For one or several momments, I feel healed. I've wanted to feel this for some time now.  Yes in the back of my mind there os a small, tiny voice that says "what if he lies again?!"  I choose to stay in this place because I have waited so long to get here.

Tuesday, October 22, 2013

Exhausted...mentally

I am exhausted, fatigued.  I now realize going to college is for very young people.  I am feeling a bit overwhelmed and drained.  Not to mention I have been having some chest palpitations, and a thumping in my temple.  I think I will submit that resignation letter sitting in my drafts folder regarding one of my part time jobs.